When friends and family were gossiping and laughing about an old boyfriend that was running around with a childhood friend behind my back
This was happening to me in my own home.
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I was afraid to tell others because he was constantly threatening my life and those I loved.
My daughter witnessed these times and his family knew this was happening.
After one of his drunken nights, a sawed off pump shot gun was shoved into my mouth and he was screaming at me, because he couldn’t take a little lip nor control his emotions, my life was spared.
And later, with no choice and no idea what to do, I layed next to him, unable to control my cries, with my hands on my womb begging the U-N-I-Verse to separate us.
I thought that I was being specific when I requested neither one us should die, although I promised him that I would kill him if he hit me again, later when I got the courage.
Especially, after it was on record with the police that he abused me with photos. I had no other choice I felt.
Once he was sitting outside of my cousin’s home after I decided to leave him and he called me and said that if I didn’t come out and go back home, he was going to shoot his way in and kill us all.
I was afraid and didn’t think the police would arrive in time to save us all, and didn’t want to live with someone else’s blood on my hands, so I went home that night, not knowing if I would live to tell anyone.
Shortly, after that request, he and I both were arrested on a separate incident and we were both sentenced on his birthday to be separated for life, not by the court but law of attraction!
I wanted and needed to get away and allowed the U-N-I-Verse to move the chess pieces accordingly 🧩
The road to healing and recovery was won with Reiki, time and space.
So, I say to Cassie Ventura let them talk! Your truth belongs to you and all will be revealed ✌🏽
Sending positive Inner-G to those suffering in silence, may your dark days become brighter
ReikiRaEss
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