Something Nubian

The dawn of a new day…

As the Most High grants me another day, I show that I’m not worried or angry about my health by getting up and taking a walk.

Honestly, I am always surprised when I awake as I continuously stop breathing throughout the night however I am truly grateful as I start anew each day and with mecca to be kind to people and other living things around me. I talk about life force energy but it can be hard to remember that it applies to me. Having these spiritual ideals and principles definitely lead to a balanced life.

This path chosen for me, I embrace teaching it to others.

On my walk I listen as spirit brings me new material to blog or create a short story about. As ‘make my‘ by The Roots played on, I was given the wisdom to be thankful before I departure from the world to just continue to write, then a short story came to me reminding me once again that though my body and finances are up and down, I am healed, healing and a healer!

I keep thinking, I survived all that because I have for a purpose. That purpose must be shared but I continue to hold on to it putting fear over confidence and writing about some ways I can help others but not all.

I survived being assaulted by a neighbor some years ago. He was someone I trusted, was fond of even. Usually time does reveal but this I never expected. Although I should’ve. Still that lesson inspired my short story. See he taught me how me plenty and that for me spoke volumes as the lessons I learned added value to my life. Since we are no longer in each others lives, I noticed those things I learned I avoid, I moved on and given up on certain things.

What? Do I believe I am giving him power by not loving myself correctly?🤔 Maybe. His teachings were perfect and he said he would sue if I stole any of his ideals. I’m loyal I wouldn’t do that. He wasn’t loyal to me though. As I organized, my short story unfolded I imagine stealing his idea, because I know I was not the only one he offended. My inspirations came by the The Good franchises in which I hire Diane Lockhart or Alicia Florrick, she would definitely understand!

As Mos Def advised he was a Traveling Man, I ended my walk knowing I had more space and time to move through.. And I thought ‘that is the way to win’, not with violence or trauma bonding with anyone, with using my gift and this is the beginning to a healing journey. To overcome writer’s block and applying all the knowledge I acquired during the shut down due to the pandemic.

I hired a self publishing coach and completed a challenge for introverts in business. With that I self published a journal and focused on finding my tribe, those who needed to heal mentally, physically and spiritually while dealing with chronic pain.

While overcoming my own personal circumstances I journaled prior to writing my first book and decided to self publish it in the form of self help. And several years later turned it into a journal. It is essential to healing. Keep a journal of what healed you especially when you realize it didn’t kill you.

The journey in your journal can lead to promise and turn tragedy to triumph.

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Sending positive inner-G