Something Nubian

I am so close to the finish I can feel the next book coming out … I have finally found an editor, illustrator and artist. Everything is not as easy as I had hoped but it is in progress and that is so much better than nothing.

I have been writing for years but have never finished what I have started, then I was pressed with a deadline and that is all it took.

I never gave myself a deadline before, I just kept writing until I was tired and then I would go back to it, never satisfied though. Until I met some friends along the way that finally held me accountable for the things I had been saying. I think if I had not been trying to impress them I would not be where I am today, but I am here and this is where I wanted to be.

I can’t say that I have overcome procrastination because I am still dragging my feet in other areas but I can say this: it pays to move out your comfort zone! I had to though I was tired of telling people I had a book that I wrote with nothing to show. I am suppose to be travelling for a living long ago, maybe it just was not my time, maybe I was not in the right space. I kept moving and it would take me close to the end of my lease to become comfortable with my surroundings again. Then I would I have to get over “maybe if I just had ….” listened.

I turned that into maybe if I just sit down and write, nothing is ever going to be just right but when I began to be obedient to my spirit everything fell in line. My confidence began to increase and the energies around me began to change; the day I decided to change. I decided to get up early and meditate, clear my Chakras and learn more things about myself such as what happens before I become depressed or flared with pain. What did I eat? Who did I speak to? What am I worried about? Where do I go from here?

The best thing to do is just get up. I found a meme on Facebook about butterflies and how they grow from not so great to grand, by exposing what they have been holding inside (those cocoons) and once they emerge from within they have so much greatness to share with the world; even if it is only for a short period of time. Once their life is over it is over but while living they continue to obey; fly.

I believe I am Fly, too!